Lobster anyone.....

Ok before I get to the story of the day I need to blog a bit about something else.

26 years ago today a handsome lil green eyed guy was born into this world.

And they called him Mikey.

21 years later I had the greatest day of my life in marrying him.

After almost 5 years of marriage I have YET to be able to spend one of his birthdays with him.

But thats ok none the less I think of him on this day and thank god that he was born!


Happy Birthday Bubby! I love you!

Ok so today I was really itching to swim even though its boring to do it by yourself. I jumped in anyways and swam and floated around for like 30 mins, got out and laid out for maybe 10 mins and then walked around the pool putting the cover on and such. Went inside showered got ready for work and headed out. So from the time I was in the pool till the time I was on my way to work it was about 3 hours. And it was on my way to work that started to feel the itch on my back and the burning sensation behind my knee's. Yeah thats right completly lobstered out from neck to ankles on my backside. So walking around for almost 5 hours at work with jeans on I was miserable. Everytime my shirt rubbed me the wrong way I just wanted to yelp out in pain. and the entire night I was either burning hot or shivering everytime my body tried to naturally cool itsself. I could not wait for the night to end just so I could come home take a cool oatmeal bath soak my self in a bucket of aloe and just sit......
I think I much prefer my front side lobstered then the end I sit on......You would really think I would learn my lesson by now. But apparently Im a REALLY slow learner lol.

Oh well

Give me a week it will be tan........












I hope :(

Are eye boogies the same as nose boogies?

I've been cleaning for the past like 3 hours so decided it was time to take a break to do a lil blogging.

I woke up today and for some odd reason had energy so I started doing more stuff to the yards. Gave the pool its weekly chemical treatment. and started cleaning up trash that had blown into a corner of the yard. Sister called and needed me to run her on post to check some stuff out. Got back and she helped me do even more to the yards. I now have a stone pathway leading from the back door to the pool. Its all starting to come along nicely.....slowly....but nicely.
Let monkey boy swim for a bit afterwards. Like I said "he would be in that pool everything single day this summer as long as I let him".
Then went to Taschi's to hang out and gossip for a bit since their going on leave starting tommorrow. I'll be so bored with out my T here for a bit. Hopefully I will have as lil rain outs as possible so work will keep me busy.
Guess thats all my day consisted of. I'm just glad they dont seem too busy but the days have gone by quickly so another day down which means another day closer to bubby coming home!

Back to cleaning before I procrastinate any longer and never finish.

splish splash

Sun in the morning.....rain by sundown.....welcome to the rocky mountain state.

Yeah that's Colorado weather for yah! This morning I got up and started cleaning out the garage so I maybe can finagal (yeah I know sp?) my car into it since thats what the damn things for. Just as I was finishing up sister called and was bored so wanted to come over and see if the pool was warm enough to try to put Baby Kay into for the first time.
So spent the day hanging out by the pool and you would think S-O-M-E-O-N-E would have learned their lesson after 22 summers in their life but no..... S-O-M-E-O-N-E didnt realize exactly how white they were or how much sun actually does seep past that cloudly overcast in the sky and is now the color of a lobster from head to toe on the front side....ONLY....yeah still winter coat on the back side but front side is now a lil personal heater.

Wonderful.....

So then I had to get the butt movin and get ready for work but first stop by and pick up 6 cases of softballs (yeah should last me a month bleh) Drop the kid off at sisters and move on to work. Now work is appx. 20 miles from home. Even when the sky is black as can be due to my idiot boss I have to drive all the way to work just to call back and say "Yup its raining here" and then precede to drive 20 miles back home.....With gas prices the way they are this is one of those situations that really tickles that last remaining nerves in my head.

I seem to have misplaced my usb card reader today so I'll post pics from Baby Kays first time in the pool tommorrow sometime.....

rethinking.....

Ok so im not taking back but I have had time to calm down and think straight. I think I posted the last blog in the heat of sadness/anger. So go ahead and read it just don't think too much of it.
After days of speaking of it I finally got in the pool!!!! I mowed the front and back "yards" (I say "yards" because its mainly just overgrown weeds mixed with patches of grass but its green!) and by then it was so freaking hot I just jumped in and it felt so freaking good. Isaiah played with me and once agian Evan wanted nothing to do with it. I swear Zaya will be in that pool every single day of this summer if I let him. He doesn't care even when it was freezing cold and he couldn't feel his lips. I love the lil guy! He's my tough cookie!

Not too much else to say so i'll close out with a few pics I snapped of my lil monkeys

How much is that kitty in the window.....

It's hot and stuffy in my house....I did go in the pool for a bit today. Isaiah braved it with me for about an hour. But the poor boy has no meat on his bones so he was freezing...It really wasn't too cold. It was that kind that you get used to once you move around a bit. But once the sun went behind a cloud i was freezing so I was done. I just really wish Colorado had more clear cut weather. No more of this gorgeous and hot in the morning and then overcasty and cold in the afternoon.

I miss California this time of year.

Speaking of the desert.....Mike's in the box....I feel extremely bad cause he left yesterday apparently and I didnt even get to really talk to him. I think he was trying to talk to me in the afternoon but didnt say "hey hunny im leaving this will be the last time I talk to you for 10 days." If he had I would have made more time to have a conversation with him. See here's the thing, when hes in Iraq I dont hear from him very often and when I do it's usually after worrying about him for like a week so when he does call the world more or less stops and all my attention is focused on him. Now when hes just in the field or in training my mind tells me oh hes just at work call him back later you have stuff to do. More or less. So I dont stress out about talking to him. I just tell him I love him but I got something to do and ill talk to him later. Which is more or less what I did to him yesterday and now i feel bad.....

I'm watching that show on Oxygen called "Snapped". These bitches are crazy! Well expect the one I'm watching right now where a chick shot her sisters boyfriend who was molesting her daughter. I see why she did that one. But some of these other chicks are just looney slice and dicing their husband's usually for their money but in the end just getting caught and living the rest of their life in jail.

My cat keeps climbing on the fridge out of the corner of my eye and its bugging me. I'm still wondering if shes pregnant.....Ive decided if my cat is pregnant after only one time "maybe" doing it and Im still trying.....I quit.....

I hear sirens someones getting pulled over out on the main road agian....stupid speeders....

Is it bad that I just really wanna jump in the pool i'm figureing I can probably deal with the cold but the one thing thats holding me back is Id have to take a shower and wash my hair and then straighten it???

Hahaha

I'm out
!@#$%^&*()

Look MA!.....I've gone random!

I'm sorry I haven't called you. I've begun to realize after all this time it hurts to talk to you. You make the bad thoughts come back. You force the thoughts into my head. I think because you can't move on from the past you have to bring every one down around to your level also. And after the life I have worked so hard to make for myself I will NOT allow you to do that to me. Don't get me wrong I grieve still and reminince/remeber in my own ways and at my own time.
You build your life by surrounding yourself with fakeness....I hope that makes you happy. I have experience and know it wont but maybe you will discover that in your own time. I hope it does not take forever but when it does I hope it hurts and I hope you relize the kind of friendship you drove away.
I hope the choice you made in how to live your life leads to happiness. I really hope you didn't make the choice just because everyone around you wanted you to. I hope you can finally settle down one day and live a drama free exsistance.....
I used to hate you. I used to think you were my "competition". I thought my jealousy of you could span till the end of time. Used to think you must have had something I didnt cause everywhere I looked you just seemed to be there. Some reminder of you. But then I woke up. I woke up and realized that's high school, and I was tired of that game. It was stupid and childish. I walk around happy and I gloat ,.....yes that's right I gloat....I win....he's my prized possesion....he made the choice....and it was me....maybe I have something or could give him something you couldn't in the end....but thats what it comes down ......the end.....I have him and he makes me the happiest person on this earth.....
I miss you. From sun up to sun down. I miss you. I cry when I see the things you miss. The simple daily things that you should be here to see happen. The day you were taken off this is earth was the day I gained an angel in heaven to watch over me though. And while I love that thought and it comforts me in alot of rough times I'm greedy and wish you to be here with us in flesh instead.
I have a boogie....
Why is cats hair so annoying when they shed but to have a hairless cat means to have a ugly ass cat?
If I could make a science that a man could experience a period even once or a pregnancy I bet you I could make alot of money off of pmsing/menstrual/hormonal housewives.......
I smile when I see a man cry....is that sick? I just see it as if a man is openly crying that means hes showing his emotions which means thats a TRUE man in my mind!
I wish I was a stronger person. I know alot of people look at the military wife side of me and think I'm stronger then your average bear but I really wish I was stronger in alot of other aspects.
Did you know blogger now saves your drafts automatically?!?!?! Apparently I'm taking too long typing this and that stupid thing keeps popping up at me....
It's annoying.....
I wish I had my own personal hairdresser so I could have that celebrity perfect everyday hair.....
My house is hot as hell right now....
Im seriously contemplating jumping in the pool....its been up a week it cant be THAT cold still....
can it?
There's that lil pop up agian.....
Yup still annoying....
Ok this is long enough now....
Im out!


!@#$%^&*()

A happy picture so I can close this with a smile........