Thursday, August 30, 2007
forgot to add
So Mike will definatly be getting extended and will be leaving agian....He was all set to reenlist and get a bonus but as they went through and reviewed his paperwork found out they screwed it up and he was actually never eligable for the bonus...So now were stuck back in the same spot hes leaving and were getting nothing....Dont even know if he will be here for lil beans birth....So right now im just..........fhnWFDAWDBVAID.....YEAH just like that.....
First OB APPT
Ok so had my first actual OB prenatal appt today....
Started off with the nurse taking me back to do my weight and vitals and such...As she was goin through my file she was telling me what all they would be doing for my appt...Said I would have my PAP and pelvic exam and they would try to get the heartbeat but because I was only in my 9th week not to get my hopes up they may not be able to get it....
So i go in get my gown on doc comes in and does my pap after were done with that she's just going over how my thyroid meds are working and stuff then she asks me if I've scheduled my ultrasound yet told her no she was like ok well Ill put it in the computer for you to schedule it so we can get a good record as of now size and age etc...Asked if I was having any other problems concerns etc that I wanted to bring up told her no and that was that...Didn't even attempt to hear a heartbeat at all.
SOOOO.Left that office made my next appt then went to radiology to schedule my ultrasound. Now when I left my OB i was under the assumption she wanted me to have my first ultrasound before the next time she saw me....So I tell the radiology chick i need to schedule one she brings up my file askes me how far along I am and is lookin at the calendar next to her making a face and then she tells me well our schedule isnt out far enough for when we need to schedule it. I kinda gave her a look and was like well she wants me to have it now so whats the problem she was like well no she put routine ultrasound in which means 20 weeks which is november for you so we cant schedule it till oct. We dont schedule it before 20 weeks cause you really cant even see anything.....(BULLPOOP Ive been through three nephews and neice I know you see plenty before hand) so I was like uh no Im gonna go back and talk to my doc.
SO we went BACK to the OB clinic and had the nurse talk to the doc and she was like oh no she wants you in for your 20 week....I was so pissed. I had gotten excited thinkin that I could be goin in in the next few weeks to see the lil bean....Nope sure aint...Insurance only pays for 2 ultrasounds the entire pregnancy unless some complication comes up.
So really didn't leave the hospital feelin all too happy with the way things are done...I did like my doc but I wont be seeing her next time since they just schedule you with who ever is avalible...SO most likely I will see a different doctor everytime and WHO KNOWS who will actually deliver the bean....But oh well I will take is as it comes and just try to sit back and enjoy the pregnancy that so far hasn't been bad at all.
Started off with the nurse taking me back to do my weight and vitals and such...As she was goin through my file she was telling me what all they would be doing for my appt...Said I would have my PAP and pelvic exam and they would try to get the heartbeat but because I was only in my 9th week not to get my hopes up they may not be able to get it....
So i go in get my gown on doc comes in and does my pap after were done with that she's just going over how my thyroid meds are working and stuff then she asks me if I've scheduled my ultrasound yet told her no she was like ok well Ill put it in the computer for you to schedule it so we can get a good record as of now size and age etc...Asked if I was having any other problems concerns etc that I wanted to bring up told her no and that was that...Didn't even attempt to hear a heartbeat at all.
SOOOO.Left that office made my next appt then went to radiology to schedule my ultrasound. Now when I left my OB i was under the assumption she wanted me to have my first ultrasound before the next time she saw me....So I tell the radiology chick i need to schedule one she brings up my file askes me how far along I am and is lookin at the calendar next to her making a face and then she tells me well our schedule isnt out far enough for when we need to schedule it. I kinda gave her a look and was like well she wants me to have it now so whats the problem she was like well no she put routine ultrasound in which means 20 weeks which is november for you so we cant schedule it till oct. We dont schedule it before 20 weeks cause you really cant even see anything.....(BULLPOOP Ive been through three nephews and neice I know you see plenty before hand) so I was like uh no Im gonna go back and talk to my doc.
SO we went BACK to the OB clinic and had the nurse talk to the doc and she was like oh no she wants you in for your 20 week....I was so pissed. I had gotten excited thinkin that I could be goin in in the next few weeks to see the lil bean....Nope sure aint...Insurance only pays for 2 ultrasounds the entire pregnancy unless some complication comes up.
So really didn't leave the hospital feelin all too happy with the way things are done...I did like my doc but I wont be seeing her next time since they just schedule you with who ever is avalible...SO most likely I will see a different doctor everytime and WHO KNOWS who will actually deliver the bean....But oh well I will take is as it comes and just try to sit back and enjoy the pregnancy that so far hasn't been bad at all.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Just wanna know.....
Yeah so it's been a while since I've posted anything just since I haven't had the motivation nor the reason to. Living day to day life is really not that interesting. But I guess I'll catch those up that I haven't talked to.
When I went in for my preliminary blood work they called me back to let me know my TSH (thyroid) levels were off. Yeah I could have told them that would have happened I do only have the left side after all lol...The normal level is 3 to 3.5 at most mine came back 8.8 So I had to make an appt with my normal doc since the OB didn't wanna put me on anything....So at the other docs they decided they can't really do a whole lot since I am pregnant so all the radiation treatments and such that I went through last year for the other side of my thyroid are out of the question so they went ahead and just put me on meds. I do have to go in and have an ultrasound done on my neck to note what it looks like now before the meds really start working and I have to go in every 6 weeks to have my levels checked agian and see my doc....So i have the ultrasound on my neck this friday and next week I have my first OB appt wohooo...Need prayers and crossed fingers that every thing comes out just fine.
Other then that pregnancy is going just about as good as I would like. Only had a few really bad bouts with the with the morning sickness so far knock on wood so im not complainin too much.
Mike has to go in and see the colonel today...were hoping its gonna be to either tell him for sure if hes goin agian or gonna be able to get out.....I really doubt it but like Mike said he hasn't done anything wrong for a while so what else could it be lol....
On that whole subject I'm just ready to know a answer. Don't really care which way it goes anymore I would just like to KNOW so we can prepare. If he goes he misses the last few months of the pregnancy, chance of missing the birth and mostly miss most of the first year. BUT we wouldn't have to worry about getting cut off insurance or how the hell we were gonna afford to have this baby etc. But if he doesn't have to go and is able to get out I'll be worrying about money insurance since we will be cut off once hes out and just all the whats gonna happens....BUT he will be home....he wont miss a thing......So either way theres pros and cons I would hate to so which I would prefer since I know the choice isnt up to us really....I would just prefer to KNOW.
When I went in for my preliminary blood work they called me back to let me know my TSH (thyroid) levels were off. Yeah I could have told them that would have happened I do only have the left side after all lol...The normal level is 3 to 3.5 at most mine came back 8.8 So I had to make an appt with my normal doc since the OB didn't wanna put me on anything....So at the other docs they decided they can't really do a whole lot since I am pregnant so all the radiation treatments and such that I went through last year for the other side of my thyroid are out of the question so they went ahead and just put me on meds. I do have to go in and have an ultrasound done on my neck to note what it looks like now before the meds really start working and I have to go in every 6 weeks to have my levels checked agian and see my doc....So i have the ultrasound on my neck this friday and next week I have my first OB appt wohooo...Need prayers and crossed fingers that every thing comes out just fine.
Other then that pregnancy is going just about as good as I would like. Only had a few really bad bouts with the with the morning sickness so far knock on wood so im not complainin too much.
Mike has to go in and see the colonel today...were hoping its gonna be to either tell him for sure if hes goin agian or gonna be able to get out.....I really doubt it but like Mike said he hasn't done anything wrong for a while so what else could it be lol....
On that whole subject I'm just ready to know a answer. Don't really care which way it goes anymore I would just like to KNOW so we can prepare. If he goes he misses the last few months of the pregnancy, chance of missing the birth and mostly miss most of the first year. BUT we wouldn't have to worry about getting cut off insurance or how the hell we were gonna afford to have this baby etc. But if he doesn't have to go and is able to get out I'll be worrying about money insurance since we will be cut off once hes out and just all the whats gonna happens....BUT he will be home....he wont miss a thing......So either way theres pros and cons I would hate to so which I would prefer since I know the choice isnt up to us really....I would just prefer to KNOW.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
GOIN ON A VA-CA
Yeah going away for a week....nothin too fun just the in laws....Not like I'm on here much anyways but thought I'd feel special and announce it to more of the world that I wont be around for an actual reason at least....
Hopefully once we get home Ill be around more often and come bearing lots of pics....Im promising myself that Im gonna just be a total tourist and make the most out of this trip.;....So st louis arch and missippi river watch out!!!!Ugh Ill be back........
Until then have a good week leave me some love all!!!!
Hopefully once we get home Ill be around more often and come bearing lots of pics....Im promising myself that Im gonna just be a total tourist and make the most out of this trip.;....So st louis arch and missippi river watch out!!!!Ugh Ill be back........
Until then have a good week leave me some love all!!!!
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
ONE OF THOSE DAYS....
That I absoutly hate the military.....maybe not the entire military but my husbands unit to be exact.
Having someone work 24 hour duty on a holiday is one thing but could you at least inform them that they will be working that holiday?? Instead of letting them assume they will have that day off and letting them make plans.....
So Hubby had a soldier late this morning and had to go into a room he normally doesnt since hes not supposed to be allowed to, to check some names off a list and happens to stumble upon the CQ list....Guess who's names on it for tommorrow July 4th??? Yeah.....Apparently the list came out a week ago but its been sitting in this back room that no ones supposed to be in instead of being hung in the main room where every one looks for it. So if he hadn't went into this room he wasn't supposed to be in he would have never showed up for duty and been in trouble....Its just BULL!!!!!
I mean am I overacting?? its not the fact that he has to work tommorrow (I know alot of people have to work on 4th of July) its the simple fact that he thought he had the day off and he finds out accidently 24 hours before that he doesnt.......
This military wife is NOT happy!
*******EDIT..........
So yeah still hate this unit but apparently someone couldnt work due to an family emergency so they had to bump everyone up a day so hubby is on duty right now into tommorrow...and have tommorrow off from 9am on..I know I know i seem to overreact at the simplest thing but it was frustrated.......
Having someone work 24 hour duty on a holiday is one thing but could you at least inform them that they will be working that holiday?? Instead of letting them assume they will have that day off and letting them make plans.....
So Hubby had a soldier late this morning and had to go into a room he normally doesnt since hes not supposed to be allowed to, to check some names off a list and happens to stumble upon the CQ list....Guess who's names on it for tommorrow July 4th??? Yeah.....Apparently the list came out a week ago but its been sitting in this back room that no ones supposed to be in instead of being hung in the main room where every one looks for it. So if he hadn't went into this room he wasn't supposed to be in he would have never showed up for duty and been in trouble....Its just BULL!!!!!
I mean am I overacting?? its not the fact that he has to work tommorrow (I know alot of people have to work on 4th of July) its the simple fact that he thought he had the day off and he finds out accidently 24 hours before that he doesnt.......
This military wife is NOT happy!
*******EDIT..........
So yeah still hate this unit but apparently someone couldnt work due to an family emergency so they had to bump everyone up a day so hubby is on duty right now into tommorrow...and have tommorrow off from 9am on..I know I know i seem to overreact at the simplest thing but it was frustrated.......
Saturday, June 30, 2007
It's hot
I wish we had A/C...........
My house needs to be cleaned.........
I'm too tired to do it........
I did the outside today and all the cars.......
Maybe Ill get the motivation and energy to do inside later........
My house needs to be cleaned.........
I'm too tired to do it........
I did the outside today and all the cars.......
Maybe Ill get the motivation and energy to do inside later........
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Its raining its pouring the funnel clouds aren't snoring.....
Yeah weve freaking been in tornado's warnings for like an hour today and then it turned into a severe thurnderstorm warning. Now when it started I was on the other side of town at work....Now my job i work at softball fields and part of my job is digging holes to place bases in. I had started to dig the first base when a huge lighting strike hit about 500 feet away from the field I was on. Yeah needless to say I high tailed it off that field and said were cancelled!!!!! then driving home I had made it almost to my sisters to pick up the dog and was turning off one street onto one that takes me to my sisters and a strike hit the field that was on the corner I was turning on.....So needless to say I'm just glad Im home now and not outside lol.
Things have been all jumbled here at home. Just had a few of those days in a row where every lil thing on gods green earth just seems to go wrong and come up all at the same time. I just wanna have one calm day where I can just stay home and enjoy my life. Yeah not happening for a while......It just sucks.....I dont know....I'm rambling but its really just cause I dont want to sit here and bitch and moan when I know other people out there probably would look at my life and be like why are you bitchin. I had a player at work ask me how yah doin the other day and I told him oh just having one of those days yah know? He told me well you woke up breathing this morning so you have nothing to complain about....I just wanted to be like yeah i know but it doesnt mean im not allowed to have a bad day....Yah know....I hate people that are just chipper 24/7....thier lying to themselves I swear....
I guess that's all really. Just glad mike's at least home so i have someone to go home to every night and I dont have to say a word just bury my head in his neck and just feel that much better....May not solve all my problems but it at least helps me feel a bit more relaxed......
One last thing just gottta put my congrats out there agian even though she knows Im so freaking exstatic about it...my Taschi's "with nugget" hahahaha So freaking excited!!!!......I get to live vicariously through her!!!
Things have been all jumbled here at home. Just had a few of those days in a row where every lil thing on gods green earth just seems to go wrong and come up all at the same time. I just wanna have one calm day where I can just stay home and enjoy my life. Yeah not happening for a while......It just sucks.....I dont know....I'm rambling but its really just cause I dont want to sit here and bitch and moan when I know other people out there probably would look at my life and be like why are you bitchin. I had a player at work ask me how yah doin the other day and I told him oh just having one of those days yah know? He told me well you woke up breathing this morning so you have nothing to complain about....I just wanted to be like yeah i know but it doesnt mean im not allowed to have a bad day....Yah know....I hate people that are just chipper 24/7....thier lying to themselves I swear....
I guess that's all really. Just glad mike's at least home so i have someone to go home to every night and I dont have to say a word just bury my head in his neck and just feel that much better....May not solve all my problems but it at least helps me feel a bit more relaxed......
One last thing just gottta put my congrats out there agian even though she knows Im so freaking exstatic about it...my Taschi's "with nugget" hahahaha So freaking excited!!!!......I get to live vicariously through her!!!
Saturday, June 9, 2007
Here's to her first of many
Baby Kay has the second of three parts to her "baby pageant" tommorrow. As of today after the photo portion she is currently in second place. So were hoping she kicks major baby bootie in the personality portion tommorrow. I was able to convince sister to NOT put the poor child in one of her big friley dresses (i.e. reading the paperwork that says "DO NOT OVER DRESS YOUR CHILD, Your child should be comfortable. The judges do not judge on your childs apperance just the personality and facials OVER AND OVER AND OVER agian!) So I finally got her to agree on a cute set of pink overalls with lil flowers on the pockets etc and a matching white shirt. Simply because I know if were gonna have to try to get her to smile and laugh and be the happiest shes ever been to show her off to the judges shes only gonna do it if shes comfortable and that poor child is NOT comfortable with lace and ruffles in her poor face. So wish her luck hopefully I will remeber to bring my camera when I leave the house tommorrow or I'll just shoot myself.
On to even better news......Hubby's out of his two week black out ( explanation to those non military: hubby is currently in another state doing field training for 30 days. for the first week alls well but then a two week period they actually send them into far off fields with no phone reception ie"blackout") So yeah I could not have been happier to hear my loves voice and after catching him up on all the drama that has been going on and having him so pissed he wanted to simply jump through the phone....I felt so much weight of my shoulders it was great. (and yeah he was pissed at other people not me before anyone comments on that)...Can't wait for him to be home agian....
Well I probably have more to catch up on but I need to get to bed gotta be up early tommorrow....
Hope everyone has a great sunday!
On to even better news......Hubby's out of his two week black out ( explanation to those non military: hubby is currently in another state doing field training for 30 days. for the first week alls well but then a two week period they actually send them into far off fields with no phone reception ie"blackout") So yeah I could not have been happier to hear my loves voice and after catching him up on all the drama that has been going on and having him so pissed he wanted to simply jump through the phone....I felt so much weight of my shoulders it was great. (and yeah he was pissed at other people not me before anyone comments on that)...Can't wait for him to be home agian....
Well I probably have more to catch up on but I need to get to bed gotta be up early tommorrow....
Hope everyone has a great sunday!
Friday, June 8, 2007
Oh No Ive been tagged!
Yourself: tired
Your Partner: amazing
Your Hair: needs to be washed
Your Mother: Missing her
Your Father: Not missing him
Your Favorite Item: my camera
Your Dream Last Night: dont remeber
Your Favorite Drink: whatevers cold
Your Dream Car: something that i never have to worry about breaking down
Your Dream Home: in cali
The Room You Are In: living room
Your Fear: a few
You Want To Be In 10 Years: a mommy
Who You Hung Out With Last Night: everyone at work
Your Not: motivated
One Of Your Wishlist Items: clothes
The Last Thing You Did: made me a bagel
You Are Wearing: jeans and a shirt
Your Favorite Weather: Fall
Your Favorite Book: "The Notebook" or "how to make love like a porn star"
Last Thing You Ate: bagel right now
Your life: better once bubby comes home
Your Mood: decent
Your Best Friend: Mikey
What Are You Thinking About Right Now: having to go to work and will it rain agian tonight?
Your Car: silver
What Are You Doing At The Moment: eating breakfast and this survey
Relationship Status: married
What Is On Your TV: Judging Amy
What Is The Weather Like: windy
When Is The Last Time You Laughed: last nite
Your Partner: amazing
Your Hair: needs to be washed
Your Mother: Missing her
Your Father: Not missing him
Your Favorite Item: my camera
Your Dream Last Night: dont remeber
Your Favorite Drink: whatevers cold
Your Dream Car: something that i never have to worry about breaking down
Your Dream Home: in cali
The Room You Are In: living room
Your Fear: a few
You Want To Be In 10 Years: a mommy
Who You Hung Out With Last Night: everyone at work
Your Not: motivated
One Of Your Wishlist Items: clothes
The Last Thing You Did: made me a bagel
You Are Wearing: jeans and a shirt
Your Favorite Weather: Fall
Your Favorite Book: "The Notebook" or "how to make love like a porn star"
Last Thing You Ate: bagel right now
Your life: better once bubby comes home
Your Mood: decent
Your Best Friend: Mikey
What Are You Thinking About Right Now: having to go to work and will it rain agian tonight?
Your Car: silver
What Are You Doing At The Moment: eating breakfast and this survey
Relationship Status: married
What Is On Your TV: Judging Amy
What Is The Weather Like: windy
When Is The Last Time You Laughed: last nite
Monday, June 4, 2007
Why does no body have it?
Why is it when your looking for one thing and go place to place to place to place NO ONE has it???I hate having it in my mind that Im looking for one specific thing but going from walmart to target to the px to kmart to EVERYWHERE and not finding it. It's just so freaking annoying. Oh well.
Out of the blue this evening Jabba the Hut decides to call me.....I didnt answer.....and now she hasnt stopped calling me!.....I know what your saying....."Just pick up the phone and find out what she wants".....no....dont wanna....so Im not going to....
Im watching "The Italian Job" and wondering how....
This.....
Turned into this......
Yeah the mans hot!....Yes Jason Stratham is purty too but I think I like him for his accent....
So dont deny the hotness that is Marky Mark....
And just remember
"It's such a good vibration
It's such a sweet sensation
come on feel it feel it"
Yeah Im done.......
Out of the blue this evening Jabba the Hut decides to call me.....I didnt answer.....and now she hasnt stopped calling me!.....I know what your saying....."Just pick up the phone and find out what she wants".....no....dont wanna....so Im not going to....
Im watching "The Italian Job" and wondering how....
This.....
Turned into this......
Yeah the mans hot!....Yes Jason Stratham is purty too but I think I like him for his accent....
So dont deny the hotness that is Marky Mark....
And just remember
"It's such a good vibration
It's such a sweet sensation
come on feel it feel it"
Yeah Im done.......
Sunday, June 3, 2007
June already????
I can't believe it's already freaking June! This year is already half way over....Geez....This month Bubby will be back, Zaya turns FIVE!!!! (Fat Boy will be THREE!!! at the beginning of July),Were trying to arrange a big yard sale(but trying to find a good weekend for everyone is becoming more trouble then its worth) Probably go camping once bubbys home and Ill be back to five days a week at work....Bleh....I see busy times in my future. Not sure if I'm completely ready for them.
I just know I realllyyyyyyyyy REALLLYYYY need bubby home. His ex-SGT's wife who also happens to work with me at my work is back to her drama starting rumor spreading ways and he's the only one who can usually talk me down from clocking Jabba the Hut in her fat jaw. If I find out its true and her husband did steal personal stuff off of bubbys computer(fellow army wives who have had their other deploy know what I'm talking about) with out him knowing that fat front butt *female dog* better not slither across my path or all hell WILL break loose.
Anyways enough about that.....
Baby Kay ,mommy,daddy, and her brothers are headed up north to enter her in her first pageant. This one has like 3 parts to it and the first is simply a photo portion which is when they just bring in a picture of her that shows her personality and photogenic quality's off and it gets judged and you get points for what ever position you place in. and then the next one like next week is where they actually judge the child. and the one thing I loved about this pageant is that everywhere in the paper work they repeatedly put "DO NOT PUT MAKEUP ON YOUR CHILD!" "YOUR CHILD IS JUDGED ON THEIR NATURAL BEAUTY". So you know its more about just the kids and not some Jon-Benet shit! Hell the catagory is for 4-6 month olds their babys come on now!
SO yesterday we had to spend hours pouring over the hundreds of photos I have of her and try to find one of the best. The problem was that each had good things about them but the ones of her doing her really big smile her eyes were squinted. And her eyes were one of her best features.
So here's what we narrowed it down to tell which you guys would have picked....
I just know I realllyyyyyyyyy REALLLYYYY need bubby home. His ex-SGT's wife who also happens to work with me at my work is back to her drama starting rumor spreading ways and he's the only one who can usually talk me down from clocking Jabba the Hut in her fat jaw. If I find out its true and her husband did steal personal stuff off of bubbys computer(fellow army wives who have had their other deploy know what I'm talking about) with out him knowing that fat front butt *female dog* better not slither across my path or all hell WILL break loose.
Anyways enough about that.....
Baby Kay ,mommy,daddy, and her brothers are headed up north to enter her in her first pageant. This one has like 3 parts to it and the first is simply a photo portion which is when they just bring in a picture of her that shows her personality and photogenic quality's off and it gets judged and you get points for what ever position you place in. and then the next one like next week is where they actually judge the child. and the one thing I loved about this pageant is that everywhere in the paper work they repeatedly put "DO NOT PUT MAKEUP ON YOUR CHILD!" "YOUR CHILD IS JUDGED ON THEIR NATURAL BEAUTY". So you know its more about just the kids and not some Jon-Benet shit! Hell the catagory is for 4-6 month olds their babys come on now!
SO yesterday we had to spend hours pouring over the hundreds of photos I have of her and try to find one of the best. The problem was that each had good things about them but the ones of her doing her really big smile her eyes were squinted. And her eyes were one of her best features.
So here's what we narrowed it down to tell which you guys would have picked....
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Lobster anyone.....
Ok before I get to the story of the day I need to blog a bit about something else.
26 years ago today a handsome lil green eyed guy was born into this world.
And they called him Mikey.
21 years later I had the greatest day of my life in marrying him.
After almost 5 years of marriage I have YET to be able to spend one of his birthdays with him.
But thats ok none the less I think of him on this day and thank god that he was born!
Happy Birthday Bubby! I love you!
Ok so today I was really itching to swim even though its boring to do it by yourself. I jumped in anyways and swam and floated around for like 30 mins, got out and laid out for maybe 10 mins and then walked around the pool putting the cover on and such. Went inside showered got ready for work and headed out. So from the time I was in the pool till the time I was on my way to work it was about 3 hours. And it was on my way to work that started to feel the itch on my back and the burning sensation behind my knee's. Yeah thats right completly lobstered out from neck to ankles on my backside. So walking around for almost 5 hours at work with jeans on I was miserable. Everytime my shirt rubbed me the wrong way I just wanted to yelp out in pain. and the entire night I was either burning hot or shivering everytime my body tried to naturally cool itsself. I could not wait for the night to end just so I could come home take a cool oatmeal bath soak my self in a bucket of aloe and just sit......
I think I much prefer my front side lobstered then the end I sit on......You would really think I would learn my lesson by now. But apparently Im a REALLY slow learner lol.
Oh well
Give me a week it will be tan........
I hope :(
26 years ago today a handsome lil green eyed guy was born into this world.
And they called him Mikey.
21 years later I had the greatest day of my life in marrying him.
After almost 5 years of marriage I have YET to be able to spend one of his birthdays with him.
But thats ok none the less I think of him on this day and thank god that he was born!
Happy Birthday Bubby! I love you!
Ok so today I was really itching to swim even though its boring to do it by yourself. I jumped in anyways and swam and floated around for like 30 mins, got out and laid out for maybe 10 mins and then walked around the pool putting the cover on and such. Went inside showered got ready for work and headed out. So from the time I was in the pool till the time I was on my way to work it was about 3 hours. And it was on my way to work that started to feel the itch on my back and the burning sensation behind my knee's. Yeah thats right completly lobstered out from neck to ankles on my backside. So walking around for almost 5 hours at work with jeans on I was miserable. Everytime my shirt rubbed me the wrong way I just wanted to yelp out in pain. and the entire night I was either burning hot or shivering everytime my body tried to naturally cool itsself. I could not wait for the night to end just so I could come home take a cool oatmeal bath soak my self in a bucket of aloe and just sit......
I think I much prefer my front side lobstered then the end I sit on......You would really think I would learn my lesson by now. But apparently Im a REALLY slow learner lol.
Oh well
Give me a week it will be tan........
I hope :(
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Are eye boogies the same as nose boogies?
I've been cleaning for the past like 3 hours so decided it was time to take a break to do a lil blogging.
I woke up today and for some odd reason had energy so I started doing more stuff to the yards. Gave the pool its weekly chemical treatment. and started cleaning up trash that had blown into a corner of the yard. Sister called and needed me to run her on post to check some stuff out. Got back and she helped me do even more to the yards. I now have a stone pathway leading from the back door to the pool. Its all starting to come along nicely.....slowly....but nicely.
Let monkey boy swim for a bit afterwards. Like I said "he would be in that pool everything single day this summer as long as I let him".
Then went to Taschi's to hang out and gossip for a bit since their going on leave starting tommorrow. I'll be so bored with out my T here for a bit. Hopefully I will have as lil rain outs as possible so work will keep me busy.
Guess thats all my day consisted of. I'm just glad they dont seem too busy but the days have gone by quickly so another day down which means another day closer to bubby coming home!
Back to cleaning before I procrastinate any longer and never finish.
I woke up today and for some odd reason had energy so I started doing more stuff to the yards. Gave the pool its weekly chemical treatment. and started cleaning up trash that had blown into a corner of the yard. Sister called and needed me to run her on post to check some stuff out. Got back and she helped me do even more to the yards. I now have a stone pathway leading from the back door to the pool. Its all starting to come along nicely.....slowly....but nicely.
Let monkey boy swim for a bit afterwards. Like I said "he would be in that pool everything single day this summer as long as I let him".
Then went to Taschi's to hang out and gossip for a bit since their going on leave starting tommorrow. I'll be so bored with out my T here for a bit. Hopefully I will have as lil rain outs as possible so work will keep me busy.
Guess thats all my day consisted of. I'm just glad they dont seem too busy but the days have gone by quickly so another day down which means another day closer to bubby coming home!
Back to cleaning before I procrastinate any longer and never finish.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Sun in the morning.....rain by sundown.....welcome to the rocky mountain state.
Yeah that's Colorado weather for yah! This morning I got up and started cleaning out the garage so I maybe can finagal (yeah I know sp?) my car into it since thats what the damn things for. Just as I was finishing up sister called and was bored so wanted to come over and see if the pool was warm enough to try to put Baby Kay into for the first time.
So spent the day hanging out by the pool and you would think S-O-M-E-O-N-E would have learned their lesson after 22 summers in their life but no..... S-O-M-E-O-N-E didnt realize exactly how white they were or how much sun actually does seep past that cloudly overcast in the sky and is now the color of a lobster from head to toe on the front side....ONLY....yeah still winter coat on the back side but front side is now a lil personal heater.
Wonderful.....
So then I had to get the butt movin and get ready for work but first stop by and pick up 6 cases of softballs (yeah should last me a month bleh) Drop the kid off at sisters and move on to work. Now work is appx. 20 miles from home. Even when the sky is black as can be due to my idiot boss I have to drive all the way to work just to call back and say "Yup its raining here" and then precede to drive 20 miles back home.....With gas prices the way they are this is one of those situations that really tickles that last remaining nerves in my head.
I seem to have misplaced my usb card reader today so I'll post pics from Baby Kays first time in the pool tommorrow sometime.....
So spent the day hanging out by the pool and you would think S-O-M-E-O-N-E would have learned their lesson after 22 summers in their life but no..... S-O-M-E-O-N-E didnt realize exactly how white they were or how much sun actually does seep past that cloudly overcast in the sky and is now the color of a lobster from head to toe on the front side....ONLY....yeah still winter coat on the back side but front side is now a lil personal heater.
Wonderful.....
So then I had to get the butt movin and get ready for work but first stop by and pick up 6 cases of softballs (yeah should last me a month bleh) Drop the kid off at sisters and move on to work. Now work is appx. 20 miles from home. Even when the sky is black as can be due to my idiot boss I have to drive all the way to work just to call back and say "Yup its raining here" and then precede to drive 20 miles back home.....With gas prices the way they are this is one of those situations that really tickles that last remaining nerves in my head.
I seem to have misplaced my usb card reader today so I'll post pics from Baby Kays first time in the pool tommorrow sometime.....
Monday, May 28, 2007
rethinking.....
Ok so im not taking back but I have had time to calm down and think straight. I think I posted the last blog in the heat of sadness/anger. So go ahead and read it just don't think too much of it.
After days of speaking of it I finally got in the pool!!!! I mowed the front and back "yards" (I say "yards" because its mainly just overgrown weeds mixed with patches of grass but its green!) and by then it was so freaking hot I just jumped in and it felt so freaking good. Isaiah played with me and once agian Evan wanted nothing to do with it. I swear Zaya will be in that pool every single day of this summer if I let him. He doesn't care even when it was freezing cold and he couldn't feel his lips. I love the lil guy! He's my tough cookie!
Not too much else to say so i'll close out with a few pics I snapped of my lil monkeys
After days of speaking of it I finally got in the pool!!!! I mowed the front and back "yards" (I say "yards" because its mainly just overgrown weeds mixed with patches of grass but its green!) and by then it was so freaking hot I just jumped in and it felt so freaking good. Isaiah played with me and once agian Evan wanted nothing to do with it. I swear Zaya will be in that pool every single day of this summer if I let him. He doesn't care even when it was freezing cold and he couldn't feel his lips. I love the lil guy! He's my tough cookie!
Not too much else to say so i'll close out with a few pics I snapped of my lil monkeys
Sunday, May 27, 2007
How much is that kitty in the window.....
It's hot and stuffy in my house....I did go in the pool for a bit today. Isaiah braved it with me for about an hour. But the poor boy has no meat on his bones so he was freezing...It really wasn't too cold. It was that kind that you get used to once you move around a bit. But once the sun went behind a cloud i was freezing so I was done. I just really wish Colorado had more clear cut weather. No more of this gorgeous and hot in the morning and then overcasty and cold in the afternoon.
I miss California this time of year.
Speaking of the desert.....Mike's in the box....I feel extremely bad cause he left yesterday apparently and I didnt even get to really talk to him. I think he was trying to talk to me in the afternoon but didnt say "hey hunny im leaving this will be the last time I talk to you for 10 days." If he had I would have made more time to have a conversation with him. See here's the thing, when hes in Iraq I dont hear from him very often and when I do it's usually after worrying about him for like a week so when he does call the world more or less stops and all my attention is focused on him. Now when hes just in the field or in training my mind tells me oh hes just at work call him back later you have stuff to do. More or less. So I dont stress out about talking to him. I just tell him I love him but I got something to do and ill talk to him later. Which is more or less what I did to him yesterday and now i feel bad.....
I'm watching that show on Oxygen called "Snapped". These bitches are crazy! Well expect the one I'm watching right now where a chick shot her sisters boyfriend who was molesting her daughter. I see why she did that one. But some of these other chicks are just looney slice and dicing their husband's usually for their money but in the end just getting caught and living the rest of their life in jail.
My cat keeps climbing on the fridge out of the corner of my eye and its bugging me. I'm still wondering if shes pregnant.....Ive decided if my cat is pregnant after only one time "maybe" doing it and Im still trying.....I quit.....
I hear sirens someones getting pulled over out on the main road agian....stupid speeders....
Is it bad that I just really wanna jump in the pool i'm figureing I can probably deal with the cold but the one thing thats holding me back is Id have to take a shower and wash my hair and then straighten it???
Hahaha
I'm out
!@#$%^&*()
I miss California this time of year.
Speaking of the desert.....Mike's in the box....I feel extremely bad cause he left yesterday apparently and I didnt even get to really talk to him. I think he was trying to talk to me in the afternoon but didnt say "hey hunny im leaving this will be the last time I talk to you for 10 days." If he had I would have made more time to have a conversation with him. See here's the thing, when hes in Iraq I dont hear from him very often and when I do it's usually after worrying about him for like a week so when he does call the world more or less stops and all my attention is focused on him. Now when hes just in the field or in training my mind tells me oh hes just at work call him back later you have stuff to do. More or less. So I dont stress out about talking to him. I just tell him I love him but I got something to do and ill talk to him later. Which is more or less what I did to him yesterday and now i feel bad.....
I'm watching that show on Oxygen called "Snapped". These bitches are crazy! Well expect the one I'm watching right now where a chick shot her sisters boyfriend who was molesting her daughter. I see why she did that one. But some of these other chicks are just looney slice and dicing their husband's usually for their money but in the end just getting caught and living the rest of their life in jail.
My cat keeps climbing on the fridge out of the corner of my eye and its bugging me. I'm still wondering if shes pregnant.....Ive decided if my cat is pregnant after only one time "maybe" doing it and Im still trying.....I quit.....
I hear sirens someones getting pulled over out on the main road agian....stupid speeders....
Is it bad that I just really wanna jump in the pool i'm figureing I can probably deal with the cold but the one thing thats holding me back is Id have to take a shower and wash my hair and then straighten it???
Hahaha
I'm out
!@#$%^&*()
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Look MA!.....I've gone random!
I'm sorry I haven't called you. I've begun to realize after all this time it hurts to talk to you. You make the bad thoughts come back. You force the thoughts into my head. I think because you can't move on from the past you have to bring every one down around to your level also. And after the life I have worked so hard to make for myself I will NOT allow you to do that to me. Don't get me wrong I grieve still and reminince/remeber in my own ways and at my own time.
You build your life by surrounding yourself with fakeness....I hope that makes you happy. I have experience and know it wont but maybe you will discover that in your own time. I hope it does not take forever but when it does I hope it hurts and I hope you relize the kind of friendship you drove away.
I hope the choice you made in how to live your life leads to happiness. I really hope you didn't make the choice just because everyone around you wanted you to. I hope you can finally settle down one day and live a drama free exsistance.....
I used to hate you. I used to think you were my "competition". I thought my jealousy of you could span till the end of time. Used to think you must have had something I didnt cause everywhere I looked you just seemed to be there. Some reminder of you. But then I woke up. I woke up and realized that's high school, and I was tired of that game. It was stupid and childish. I walk around happy and I gloat ,.....yes that's right I gloat....I win....he's my prized possesion....he made the choice....and it was me....maybe I have something or could give him something you couldn't in the end....but thats what it comes down ......the end.....I have him and he makes me the happiest person on this earth.....
I miss you. From sun up to sun down. I miss you. I cry when I see the things you miss. The simple daily things that you should be here to see happen. The day you were taken off this is earth was the day I gained an angel in heaven to watch over me though. And while I love that thought and it comforts me in alot of rough times I'm greedy and wish you to be here with us in flesh instead.
I have a boogie....
Why is cats hair so annoying when they shed but to have a hairless cat means to have a ugly ass cat?
If I could make a science that a man could experience a period even once or a pregnancy I bet you I could make alot of money off of pmsing/menstrual/hormonal housewives.......
I smile when I see a man cry....is that sick? I just see it as if a man is openly crying that means hes showing his emotions which means thats a TRUE man in my mind!
I wish I was a stronger person. I know alot of people look at the military wife side of me and think I'm stronger then your average bear but I really wish I was stronger in alot of other aspects.
Did you know blogger now saves your drafts automatically?!?!?! Apparently I'm taking too long typing this and that stupid thing keeps popping up at me....
It's annoying.....
I wish I had my own personal hairdresser so I could have that celebrity perfect everyday hair.....
My house is hot as hell right now....
Im seriously contemplating jumping in the pool....its been up a week it cant be THAT cold still....
can it?
There's that lil pop up agian.....
Yup still annoying....
Ok this is long enough now....
Im out!
!@#$%^&*()
A happy picture so I can close this with a smile........
You build your life by surrounding yourself with fakeness....I hope that makes you happy. I have experience and know it wont but maybe you will discover that in your own time. I hope it does not take forever but when it does I hope it hurts and I hope you relize the kind of friendship you drove away.
I hope the choice you made in how to live your life leads to happiness. I really hope you didn't make the choice just because everyone around you wanted you to. I hope you can finally settle down one day and live a drama free exsistance.....
I used to hate you. I used to think you were my "competition". I thought my jealousy of you could span till the end of time. Used to think you must have had something I didnt cause everywhere I looked you just seemed to be there. Some reminder of you. But then I woke up. I woke up and realized that's high school, and I was tired of that game. It was stupid and childish. I walk around happy and I gloat ,.....yes that's right I gloat....I win....he's my prized possesion....he made the choice....and it was me....maybe I have something or could give him something you couldn't in the end....but thats what it comes down ......the end.....I have him and he makes me the happiest person on this earth.....
I miss you. From sun up to sun down. I miss you. I cry when I see the things you miss. The simple daily things that you should be here to see happen. The day you were taken off this is earth was the day I gained an angel in heaven to watch over me though. And while I love that thought and it comforts me in alot of rough times I'm greedy and wish you to be here with us in flesh instead.
I have a boogie....
Why is cats hair so annoying when they shed but to have a hairless cat means to have a ugly ass cat?
If I could make a science that a man could experience a period even once or a pregnancy I bet you I could make alot of money off of pmsing/menstrual/hormonal housewives.......
I smile when I see a man cry....is that sick? I just see it as if a man is openly crying that means hes showing his emotions which means thats a TRUE man in my mind!
I wish I was a stronger person. I know alot of people look at the military wife side of me and think I'm stronger then your average bear but I really wish I was stronger in alot of other aspects.
Did you know blogger now saves your drafts automatically?!?!?! Apparently I'm taking too long typing this and that stupid thing keeps popping up at me....
It's annoying.....
I wish I had my own personal hairdresser so I could have that celebrity perfect everyday hair.....
My house is hot as hell right now....
Im seriously contemplating jumping in the pool....its been up a week it cant be THAT cold still....
can it?
There's that lil pop up agian.....
Yup still annoying....
Ok this is long enough now....
Im out!
!@#$%^&*()
A happy picture so I can close this with a smile........
missing my bubby
Yeah.....
Alot......
Ready for him to come home......
*God that goatee makes me drool....I miss it so....stupid Army*
*wow we were so young*
saturday here and gone
I'm simply exhausted.....I really have no clue why. I didn't do anything extremely hard today. Went and picked up the kids and took them over to Taschi's Memorial BBQ so they could play with the girls. I did eat alot now that I think about it. But by the time I dropped the boys back off and started to make my way back home I could barley keep my eyes open. So I think a combination of AF, being outdoors all day, and having the kids made me tired lol....Or maybe it was watching 8 dogs and 4 kids run around all day that just did it hahahaha.
But now I'm home in my sweats comfy curled up on the couch with all the "kids". I think I'll be crawling into bed early tonight. I just really wish the pool was warmer. It would be so nice to just jump in right now for a quick swim.
Don't know what's going on tommorrow. I told the boys I'd bring them back over to Tasch's to play agian since they dont get to play with the girls very often but that's about all I have planned.
But now I'm home in my sweats comfy curled up on the couch with all the "kids". I think I'll be crawling into bed early tonight. I just really wish the pool was warmer. It would be so nice to just jump in right now for a quick swim.
Don't know what's going on tommorrow. I told the boys I'd bring them back over to Tasch's to play agian since they dont get to play with the girls very often but that's about all I have planned.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
My Fat Boy
Yeah I forgot to add this lil video......Fat Boy's been watching the Little Rascal's like none stop lately so this is what he walks around all day doing.....I didn't get the whole song cause my cell phone only takes like 15 sec videos but you get the point of the cuteness of this kid.
10pm....anybody home?
Yeah so I'm seriously bored! I haven't blogged in FOR-EV-ER! So decided now's as good as time as any. Mike's in NTC....10 day's down....who know's how many more to go. He's supposed to be going on the extra detail agian since it will give him more time away from his dickhead Motor SGT which is definatly a good thing. Then my husband will come in a wayyyy better mood then if he had to come home on the plane and spend any extra min with the guy. So in the mean time I'm.....well dealin. First time he's REALLY had to be gone since his last full deployment so it's a bit weird. But we have made the decision that once he gets home we HAVE to quit smoking, I have to bite the bullet and go back into the doc's since I already know he's gonna wanna put me under the knife agian, and then we will REALLY start trying to start our family. Go in and have all the starter tests done and figure out where to go from there. So good things coming and alot of tough stuff too.
Other news.....uhhhh...Micaela is almost 4 months old now. She's getting so big and incrediably smart already. She just loves to be talked to and will just laugh and laugh for you. She's already trying to sit up and when you put her down on your belly for floor time she gets pissed at you but stand her up and hold her hands and she's already trying to move her lil legs. so we figured shes gonna be just like Zaya and walk before she crawls.
I totally went out and bought a pool last weekend. Now growing up we thought we were the coolest every summer when my mom would take us to toys r us and buy us that lil foot tall pool with all the zoo animals around it(yeah you know you had one) but I was like screw this we need a big kid pool. So I found a 14'x42" one on sale and said yep doing it.....Got it all set up and now if this stupid Colorado rain would just stop for like.....a day...we might actually get to enjoy it.
So I've been this really even mixture of completly bitchy and overly emotional this past week. Now I'm not sure if it's been caused by Mike being gone or that fact that AF has decided to come visit a few days early but its really pissing me off. I snapped at Mike on the phone earlier for really no reason and then more or less hung up on him. And then at my sister's HER Michael came home from work and was talking to Kayla and she was just smiling and laughing so hard and talking to him I just burst out crying. And then came home and decided to out of the blue just start making cuts to my myspace list and dropping alot of people from back home that don't talk to me anymore BUT FIRST...writing them all letters wishing them great lives etc.....It was all just really weird. I'm hoping now if I just go take a hot bath and climb in bed with a good chick flick I'll get some good sleep wake up tommorrow and it wont be so weird....
Other news.....uhhhh...Micaela is almost 4 months old now. She's getting so big and incrediably smart already. She just loves to be talked to and will just laugh and laugh for you. She's already trying to sit up and when you put her down on your belly for floor time she gets pissed at you but stand her up and hold her hands and she's already trying to move her lil legs. so we figured shes gonna be just like Zaya and walk before she crawls.
I totally went out and bought a pool last weekend. Now growing up we thought we were the coolest every summer when my mom would take us to toys r us and buy us that lil foot tall pool with all the zoo animals around it(yeah you know you had one) but I was like screw this we need a big kid pool. So I found a 14'x42" one on sale and said yep doing it.....Got it all set up and now if this stupid Colorado rain would just stop for like.....a day...we might actually get to enjoy it.
So I've been this really even mixture of completly bitchy and overly emotional this past week. Now I'm not sure if it's been caused by Mike being gone or that fact that AF has decided to come visit a few days early but its really pissing me off. I snapped at Mike on the phone earlier for really no reason and then more or less hung up on him. And then at my sister's HER Michael came home from work and was talking to Kayla and she was just smiling and laughing so hard and talking to him I just burst out crying. And then came home and decided to out of the blue just start making cuts to my myspace list and dropping alot of people from back home that don't talk to me anymore BUT FIRST...writing them all letters wishing them great lives etc.....It was all just really weird. I'm hoping now if I just go take a hot bath and climb in bed with a good chick flick I'll get some good sleep wake up tommorrow and it wont be so weird....
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Nothing New.....
Yeah its been forever since I was on here but thats pretty much cause NOTHING new has been going on....nothing exciting.....nothing dramatic.....nothing sad.....yeah a whole lotta nothing....Im finally goin back to work starting the first week of April....which im on the fence about.....on one hand it gets me outta the house and when the pay check comes its great money is something we could really use right now.....But the hours I have to work suck....me and mike dont get to see each other as much but it does help us not take the time we do have together on the weekend for granted. Mike's gonna be in the field for the whole first week which means I get to drive the beast to work every nite wohooo lol....After that Im really hoping its warm cause we plan on getting some camping in before he goes to NTC in Mid may till Mid June and then between the time he gets back and when their supposed to deploy agian as of right now in Aug we plan on going camping like everyweekend and hopefully beingg able to afford to go see his parents if they give him leave in July....Ugh I just feel like were trying to cram so much into such a short time frame....and I really wish we had extra money to go do stuff that we want and not have to stress but right now we have money to pay our bills and barley that but hopefully it will change once I get a couple checks back under my belt.....Oh well
Time to get dinner made.....Maybe Ill have something new sometime soon,....
Time to get dinner made.....Maybe Ill have something new sometime soon,....
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
The military broke my husband!!!!
So I wake up at like 8:45 yesterday and was like hmmm why isnt Mike home? I normally always wake up between 7:45 and 8:15 to him walkin in the door.....so I was like hmmm this isnt good..
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Blah Blah Blehhhhh
Yeah so I hadn't planned on getting up and really getting out the door till the afternoon. Was gonna watch the begining of the race take a shower so my hair was clean and wet and then head up to sissy's to finish the race and get my hair cut.....Well needless to say that didnt happen....
I get a call at 11 asking if I can please please please please come pick up my aunt and take her to the store so she can get the stuff she needs to make a roast for dinner. Apparently Michael was supposed to take her in the morning but the boys were playing out back and broke off the water faucet which apparently started a chain reaction that broke pipes through the down stairs of the house and water was pouring into the babys room etc etc so he had to sit and wait on a friend of ours who was going to come over and help him fix it all....So i go pick her up take her to the store where to precedes to spend another $172 on bs stuff for my sister. Drop her back off run home (at this time Ive already missed the whole beginning of the race, which for the first race of the season is the best part) take a shower run back to sisters. Get my hair cut and thinking im gonna be able to sit snack and watch my race....Yeah why would thatttttt happen?
Apparently my neice hadn't pooed for almost 2 days and my aunts all worried so we have to go to Walgreens and get the lil baby laxative stuff to help her out. So we drive up there come back get the baby ready to stick this tablet in her bum open the bottle and realize the lil plastic top is open already...UT OH not sure what was taken out or put in the bottle so we need to go return it. SO we run back up get there find out that was their last bottle of it....SOOO time to run to the next closest walgreens and see if they have it...SO jump forward an hour babys taken care of and alls well. Now this may not seem as much but keep in mind the entire time im riding back and forth around an around with my aunt all Im hearing is"Gawd everything with your sister is such drama" "I really hope shes making the right decision with this guy" "Why isn't he working?" "what are they gonna do when it comes to paying rent" "He didnt help me do the dishes last nite" "Do you know if she has this?" "why doesnt she use that?" "what are they gonna do about this and that?" "gawd i wish she would just this and that" and it pisses me off I missed all but about 20 mins of the race....
Now let me give you a lil back story to help you guys know why this incident biffs me so much.
Last year right about this time I was getting ready to go into surgery and my Aunt's were here to help me out. The weekend before instead of spending the time hanging with my aunts we were going back and forth to my sisters house's cause she was having problems with her then boyfriend....so 9pm the night before I was supposed to go in I got a call from my sister crying saying the cops were at her door threatening to take the boys so she needed someone to come up now!....So apparently her and her boyfriend had gotten in a big fight and he was moving out and they had just gotten into it majorly....So we stayed there for like 2 hours making sure everything was smooth and then went home and my aunt had a major freak out flip out and for all the days there were staying with us after that ALL I f-ing heard about was my sister this my sister that....
So it's not nessarily about me being jealous over the attention my sister gets or what not its the simple fact that because she always has drama going on and me and mike live a rather simple calm life I'm more or less ignored. Same thing happens when were on the phone. Five minutes of how are you and Mike and 30 mins of complaints about my sisters life. So needless to say I love my aunt to death but can't hold a conversation with the woman unless I have bad things goin on in my life apparently! But im done now with this since ive been typing for like 3 hours off and on. maybe tommorrow will bring another day not so frustrating....
I get a call at 11 asking if I can please please please please come pick up my aunt and take her to the store so she can get the stuff she needs to make a roast for dinner. Apparently Michael was supposed to take her in the morning but the boys were playing out back and broke off the water faucet which apparently started a chain reaction that broke pipes through the down stairs of the house and water was pouring into the babys room etc etc so he had to sit and wait on a friend of ours who was going to come over and help him fix it all....So i go pick her up take her to the store where to precedes to spend another $172 on bs stuff for my sister. Drop her back off run home (at this time Ive already missed the whole beginning of the race, which for the first race of the season is the best part) take a shower run back to sisters. Get my hair cut and thinking im gonna be able to sit snack and watch my race....Yeah why would thatttttt happen?
Apparently my neice hadn't pooed for almost 2 days and my aunts all worried so we have to go to Walgreens and get the lil baby laxative stuff to help her out. So we drive up there come back get the baby ready to stick this tablet in her bum open the bottle and realize the lil plastic top is open already...UT OH not sure what was taken out or put in the bottle so we need to go return it. SO we run back up get there find out that was their last bottle of it....SOOO time to run to the next closest walgreens and see if they have it...SO jump forward an hour babys taken care of and alls well. Now this may not seem as much but keep in mind the entire time im riding back and forth around an around with my aunt all Im hearing is"Gawd everything with your sister is such drama" "I really hope shes making the right decision with this guy" "Why isn't he working?" "what are they gonna do when it comes to paying rent" "He didnt help me do the dishes last nite" "Do you know if she has this?" "why doesnt she use that?" "what are they gonna do about this and that?" "gawd i wish she would just this and that" and it pisses me off I missed all but about 20 mins of the race....
Now let me give you a lil back story to help you guys know why this incident biffs me so much.
Last year right about this time I was getting ready to go into surgery and my Aunt's were here to help me out. The weekend before instead of spending the time hanging with my aunts we were going back and forth to my sisters house's cause she was having problems with her then boyfriend....so 9pm the night before I was supposed to go in I got a call from my sister crying saying the cops were at her door threatening to take the boys so she needed someone to come up now!....So apparently her and her boyfriend had gotten in a big fight and he was moving out and they had just gotten into it majorly....So we stayed there for like 2 hours making sure everything was smooth and then went home and my aunt had a major freak out flip out and for all the days there were staying with us after that ALL I f-ing heard about was my sister this my sister that....
So it's not nessarily about me being jealous over the attention my sister gets or what not its the simple fact that because she always has drama going on and me and mike live a rather simple calm life I'm more or less ignored. Same thing happens when were on the phone. Five minutes of how are you and Mike and 30 mins of complaints about my sisters life. So needless to say I love my aunt to death but can't hold a conversation with the woman unless I have bad things goin on in my life apparently! But im done now with this since ive been typing for like 3 hours off and on. maybe tommorrow will bring another day not so frustrating....
Saturday, February 17, 2007
LONG DAY........
So today started with me waking my happy lil butt up to get out of the house by 9:30....(anyone who knows me knows how difficult and cranky I can be at that time) but I did it. I went and picked up my Aunt from my sissys to take her around shopping....SO first I brought her back to our house since she hadn't gotten to see it yet....We hung out for like an hour bsing and such. I thought it would be good to take her to the PX first to check out baby stuff there and then head out and about. Well didnt take long in the PX to realize they just didnt have the stuff we were looking for. So I was like well lets go to walmart since I know they should have at least most of what were looking to get. My aunt more or less looks at me and says walmart???....I was like uhh yeah....Then I realized I had a walmart virgin on my hands....She was like were Target people.....I told her well we're normal lol So off to Wally-World we go....We were looking for a bouncer,a mobile for the crib,baby monitor, and the lil grooming medical kit.....Took us about 20 mins to get these things into our cart......skip to TWO HOURS LATER....we now have rattles,teething rings,baby book,precious moments blankets, new baby bag, burp cloths, new sheets and pillowcases for mommys bed, hangers, hot wheels mini dirtbikes and plastic golf sets for the boys.....on TOP of the original stuff we came lookin for.....SO up to check out we go.....$325 later were walkin out the door.....My aunt didnt even flinch....GAWD I can NOT wait to have my baby....This was my sisters THIRD can't wait to see how she'll be when I have my first....
So we finally go pick up my love, head over to my sisters.....Unload everything that we bought, get dinner ate...and then its time for some poker....3 hours of poker!!! yeah I lost all my chips about 2 hours into it lol.....but its alright cause I got to sit there and watch while feeding my Micaela and cuddlin with her till she fell asleep.
SO tommorrow were getting up hanging out at the house a bit then heading back over there to watch our Daytona 500!!! I'm soooooo excited racing season has started once agian....and my Jr is getting such a good start so far....But while were over there my aunts gonna chop my mop(she owns her own shop and has been cutting hair since 1977 and is one of the only people I have ever let REALLY give me a hair cut....Yeah trims here and there but she does the best on my dome) So here's to some layers and no more split ends!!!
But I'm gonna go climb into my probably freezing cold bed and get me some sleep before another long day....I forgot to put my card into my digi camera today so hopefully I'll have some new pics to put in here tommorrow....
So we finally go pick up my love, head over to my sisters.....Unload everything that we bought, get dinner ate...and then its time for some poker....3 hours of poker!!! yeah I lost all my chips about 2 hours into it lol.....but its alright cause I got to sit there and watch while feeding my Micaela and cuddlin with her till she fell asleep.
SO tommorrow were getting up hanging out at the house a bit then heading back over there to watch our Daytona 500!!! I'm soooooo excited racing season has started once agian....and my Jr is getting such a good start so far....But while were over there my aunts gonna chop my mop(she owns her own shop and has been cutting hair since 1977 and is one of the only people I have ever let REALLY give me a hair cut....Yeah trims here and there but she does the best on my dome) So here's to some layers and no more split ends!!!
But I'm gonna go climb into my probably freezing cold bed and get me some sleep before another long day....I forgot to put my card into my digi camera today so hopefully I'll have some new pics to put in here tommorrow....
Friday, February 16, 2007
Gotta start somewhere.....
Yeah so I used to post on the myspace blogs on a regular basis but we all know how myspace is an how trying posting a blog can be on there....So I jumped on the bandwagon and started a lil blog on here. We'll see how it goes.....Since anyone who reads this probably knows me.....I'll just skip past all that who I am bull....
So lately I've realized I'm a bitch. Yeah just plain ol' bitch....Not to the close ones around me who know me and I love. But to people I've just realized I really don't like....I've been in a realllllyyyy bad mood the past couple day's. In the span of a week I found out SEVEN ....yes SEVEN people I know are expecting. and all are between 4-6 weeks along.....can we say WTF??? Did ever one get pregnant in the same freaking week.....Apparently new years was a GOOODD nite for alot of couples!! And if their not expecting their finishing their pregnancy or already got em.....Apparently everyone's procreating in this world!!! UGGGHHHHHH......and most of the people in these situations either are having the baby with a person they barely know, just recently married, say that their not trying, or the one I love.....say that they don't want kids right now if AT ALL....Well gee don't you think you should be using EXTRA percautionairy measures?!?! guess not.....Now say I'm being jealous....cause guess what I am.....I've been married to my love for goin on 5 years now. I've always known I was ment to have kids and Mike has gotten to the point where he knows were ready for them. But once you've been told that you may NEVER be able to carry a child NO MATTER what you do, it becomes a lil frustrating to hear how easy it seems to be for just about EVERY other person in this world to become pregnant. And the one I always love hearing.....when someone else finds out their pregnant is "So when are you guys going to have one?"......well let me just snap my fingers ....WTF????
Ok off my frustrations there.....On to at least some happy baby news....my neice is exactly a week old now.....thought I'd leave a few pics of her and her big brothers to close this out...
In her carseat for the first time...with the blanket Auntie made her
No one touches his lil sissy....He'll kick your ass!
It's a tough life being a big brother.....
Trying to eat Auntie's cheek...
So lately I've realized I'm a bitch. Yeah just plain ol' bitch....Not to the close ones around me who know me and I love. But to people I've just realized I really don't like....I've been in a realllllyyyy bad mood the past couple day's. In the span of a week I found out SEVEN ....yes SEVEN people I know are expecting. and all are between 4-6 weeks along.....can we say WTF??? Did ever one get pregnant in the same freaking week.....Apparently new years was a GOOODD nite for alot of couples!! And if their not expecting their finishing their pregnancy or already got em.....Apparently everyone's procreating in this world!!! UGGGHHHHHH......and most of the people in these situations either are having the baby with a person they barely know, just recently married, say that their not trying, or the one I love.....say that they don't want kids right now if AT ALL....Well gee don't you think you should be using EXTRA percautionairy measures?!?! guess not.....Now say I'm being jealous....cause guess what I am.....I've been married to my love for goin on 5 years now. I've always known I was ment to have kids and Mike has gotten to the point where he knows were ready for them. But once you've been told that you may NEVER be able to carry a child NO MATTER what you do, it becomes a lil frustrating to hear how easy it seems to be for just about EVERY other person in this world to become pregnant. And the one I always love hearing.....when someone else finds out their pregnant is "So when are you guys going to have one?"......well let me just snap my fingers ....WTF????
Ok off my frustrations there.....On to at least some happy baby news....my neice is exactly a week old now.....thought I'd leave a few pics of her and her big brothers to close this out...
In her carseat for the first time...with the blanket Auntie made her
No one touches his lil sissy....He'll kick your ass!
It's a tough life being a big brother.....
Trying to eat Auntie's cheek...
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